Wishful Thoughts Are My Doom

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Fri, 21 Oct 2005 21:38:16 GMT

What the Harry Potter MALE Characters think of you... by maxkaschluvr
Name/Username
Age
House
Harry thinks...	Your pretty awesome
Ron thinks...	You are cute
Fred and George thinks...	That you are too smart for them
Draco thinks...	You need to keep him warm at night
Oliver thinks...	You are ugly
Tom Riddle thinks...	He wants to get it on with you

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Mon, 10 Oct 2005 23:13:20 GMT

Okay. Hm.

Tomorrow is Jon and my 7th month anniversary!! I'm so f-in happy!

Dude... Jon scared me so bad today when he got home from his dad's... This is the dialogue.

J: Hey, I just want to say something. You may not be happy, but when I was at the football game, I... Didn't watch it much...

S: W-What...?

J: I went to go get something to eat, and I bumped into my ex-gf. Literally.

S: I... I...

J: So... We, uhm...

S: Y-Yes..?

J: Talked in the parking lot a lot.

At first I thought that he said that he had made out with her.. I was so scared, but it made me feel better when he told me that they just talked. But... for some reason, it still is riding heavy on my heart. Why? I have no clue...

Hm...

Sarah

Sun, 31 Jul 2005 23:30:04 GMT

H-...

HY-...

HYP-...

HYPE-...

HYPER-...

HYPER -...

HYPER I-...

HYPER I -...

HYPER I A-...

HYPER I AM-...

HYPER I AM!

hahahaha!

Thu, 30 Jun 2005 12:52:20 GMT

I'M LEAVING TOMORROW!! How awesome is that?! I've done so much in the past few weeks, it's crazy. I've gone to Kayla's house, Kayla's dad's, East Rochester for a weekened, Six Flags, Nashua, Shopping in Portsmouth, went to Hampton Beach, got a wicked burn, and a bunch of other stuff. This has been a wicked month...

Man, I'm going to miss you all when I leave. I shall be thinking of you all when I'm gone.

~*~HugZ 'n' KisseZ~*~
~*~Sarah~*~

Wed, 29 Jun 2005 17:50:21 GMT

Your Brain is 80.00% Female, 20.00% Male

Your brain leans female

You think with your heart, not your head

Sweet and considerate, you are a giver

But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

What Gender Is Your Brain?

Wed, 29 Jun 2005 17:43:58 GMT

I got a wicked sunburn on mah legs. I didn't know that I could get burned on my legs! yea yea, I'm smart, huh?

I'm leaving in two days for three weeks, so this iz gunna need some MAJOR updating when I return! haha! I'm going to France, Italy, and Spain for three weeks with the Student Ambassador program. Greatness! I'm going with some of the coolest peeps in the entire world. I love them to bits... but it hurts to leave my bf...

~*~HugZ 'n' KisseZ~*~

~*~Sarah~*~

Trip

Mon, 27 Jun 2005 21:41:20 GMT

Leaving in four days, I'm so excited! I can't wait to get this thing started, but who knows what will happen! How much fun will I have? Only a select few will know... Only they will get postcards. HAHAHAHHAHAAHA! I'm so weird. I love how I can be myself around my friends, and not worry what they think. Muahaha!

Tomorrow I am probably going with Jon, his sister, and step-sister to Hampton Beach! How fun! I hope I don't burn. Dad says that a sunburn and a plane do NOT mix. Oh well, means Jon can put sunblock on my back and shoulders! ^_~

I love Jon so much, it's crazy. I know I've said this about guys before, but I fell as though I could spend the rest of my life together with this guy! He's... perfect!

~*~Sarah~*~

OMG!

Sun, 05 Jun 2005 17:28:47 GMT

lol omg omg omg! Jon used a big word! Enthused! lol I love doing that to him. It's fun. He doesn't like to use big words, so when he does, I rub it in. lmao I <3 it.

I <3 JON!! He's my baby. I figured the whole, ex situation thing out, so I'm happy. I am so glad I didn't do something that I would have regretted with the other... I love Jon...

Muah

Mad... friggen... skill...

Tue, 03 May 2005 20:27:04 GMT

HI! What's uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuup?! lmao I'm so friggen hyper right now... hehehe... I'm talking to my baby on the phone... he's so hawt... I lurve him! ^_^

Sarah

YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOU

Mon, 25 Apr 2005 19:23:26 GMT

Why... Tis my victim... ::Smirks:: I am standing behind you with a rusty steak knife and you can't move...

Look behind you if you dare!

Thu, 21 Apr 2005 12:14:41 GMT

Yo..... Another day, another useless thing we learn in school.. Wh00p.

Going to GYG tonight with my bf, so I'm syked. Can't wait. It's gunna be his second time going, so he's excited too

I gotta run, sorry about the short post....

~*~muah~*~

The best day...

Sat, 09 Apr 2005 23:23:56 GMT

Monday is me and my Bf's one month. It's been so amazing, I can't believe it. It's like, amazing! hehe I know I say that a lot, but it's true.

PS. If you don't like how I am, deal with it. Okay?

hahahaha

Wed, 23 Feb 2005 02:17:43 GMT

x\\ spell your name backwards: haraS
x\\ have you ever had a song written about you: Nope
x\\ what song makes you cry: Makes me sad... Natalie's "Going crazy"
x\\ what song makes you happy: Beautiful Soul
x\\ what do you listen to before you go to sleep: Radio!
x\\ height: 5'4"
x\\ hair color: honey blond
x\\ piercings: 4
x\\ tattoos: none

Right Now . . .
x\\ what color pants are you wearing: blue jeans
x\\ what song are you listening to: Justin Timberlake and Snoop Dogg... something
x\\ what taste is in your mouth?: carrots
x\\ whats the weather like?: Cold!
x\\ how are you?: Tired and bored
x\\ get motion sickness?: Kinda
x\\ have a bad habit?: Yup.
x\\ get along with your parents?: Sometimes
x\\ boyfriend/girlfriend: Nope.
x\\ have a current crush: Yesh
x\\ have a big regret: Mhm

Favorite . . .
x\\ tv show: Yu Yu Hakusho
x\\ book: Sword of Shannara and the Model series
x\\ non alchohol drink: Sprite, since I can't drink anything else.... but... MOUNTAIN DEW PITCH BLACK!
x\\ alchohol drink: Reisling
x\\ things to do on the weekend: Sleep and hang with my mom

Have You Ever . . .
x\\ broken the law: Not really
x\\ ran away from home: To my driveway
x\\ snuck out of the house: Yea?
x\\ ever gone skinny dipping: Nope
x\\ made a prank phone call: Nope
x\\ tipped over a portapotty: Ew! Nope!
x\\ use your parents credit card: Nah
x\\ skipped school before: Nope.
x\\ fell asleep in the shower/bath: Mhm
x\\ been in a school play: Nope
x\\ had a boyfriend/girlfriend: yea
x\\ had children: No
x\\ been in love: Still am
x\\ have a hard time getting over someone: Hell yes...
x\\ been hurt?: Yea...
x\\ gone out with someone you only knew for 3 days: Nope.
Random . . .
x\\ have a job: Nope
x\\ your cd player has what in it right now: Eminem
x\\ if you were a crayon, what color would you be?: Black
x\\ what makes you happy?: Drawing
x\\ the next CD you're going to buy: Not sure.

When/What Was the Last . . .
x\\ you got a real letter: A loooong time ago.
x\\ got an email: Today
x\\ thing you purchased: UNDERWARE!!!
x\\ Tv program you watched: American Idol
x\\ movie you saw in the theaters: Are We There Yet
x\\ song heard: "Caught Up" Usher
x\\ place you were [ besides home ]: Fox Run Mall
x\\ phonecall: This morning
x\\ you were depressed: today
x\\ you were in the hospital: December

When/What Comes to Mind When You Hear . . .
x\\ car: vroom
x\\ murder: bad
x\\ cape: ice cream
x\\ cell: money
x\\ shoe: left
x\\ fun: kissing
x\\ crush: heartbreak
x\\ music: rap
x\\ chalk: cough

Boredom!

Mon, 21 Feb 2005 14:39:49 GMT

O....my..... god.... I AM SO BORED!!! It's vacation, yet I'm bored out of my miiiiiiiiiiiiiiind! Why do I have to live in the middle of nowhere?!?!?!?!

ACK!

Dying inside

Mon, 31 Jan 2005 21:01:09 GMT

... I am currently not in a great mood. Matt, my bf, broke up with me yesterday. It was out of the blue. Well... not really... I've been half expecting this for quite some time now. I just can't believe that it happened... I loved him with every fiber of my being, and the sad thing is is that I STILL do. I just wish that he could take me back, and everything would be alright again....

Scared

Sun, 23 Jan 2005 16:18:46 GMT

Things have been happening lately that I cannot explain. My bf hasn't been returning my calls, and he didn't even call me on our two month. I want to go to the movies today so I can see him, but... ::Sigh:: I'm scared that I won't be able to see him until Thursday... or talk to him for that matter...

"I don't want another pretty face

I don't want just anyone to hold

I don't want my love to go to waste

I want you and your beautiful soul"

I want him so badly, I want to stay with him forever...

Ooh yea...

Mon, 06 Dec 2004 22:20:57 GMT

"your hands with their velvety feel makes my head spin your lips such luscious lips makes my head spin your body your amazing body makes my head spin very moment with you every amazing moment with you makes my head spin o lay with you would be the sweetest sin being with you makes my head spin to cuddle with you makes my head spin to be near you makes my head spin you make my head spin everything about you every beautiful thing about you makes my head spin to lay with you would be the the sweetest sin. everything about you makes my head spin and makes me want to sin you are my sin and I love it that way." -Alexander- Matt, that's to you... I love you.

Tue, 30 Nov 2004 20:39:58 GMT

Alrighty then. Time to fill people in on my life! ^_^

I am now dating Matt. He is sooo sweet! I love him to bits. Corey... just made me feel uncomfortable. But oh well. It's over now, and in the past.

I talked to Melissa the other day. She sounds so cool! I miss her so much, it's not even funny. She NEEDS to come up to my house lol. I said so. lol

Well, gotta go for a little. Tired.

Sarah

Sun, 21 Nov 2004 19:02:14 GMT

Well.... I made things a bunch easier. I broke up with Corey. Yes yes, some people are probably going, "You did what!? So much about being in love with him!" But I don't care. He was making things waaaaay too hard, and I didn't want to deal with it. Way too much on my shoulders at once, and he was one thing I needed to push off. It may sound mean, but I'm glad I did. I feel relieved that everything's easier now.

>.> <.< >.> To tell you the truth, I have my eyes on someone else now. He's so sweet, but I'm NOT saying his name. Now at least. ^_^

Well, I gotta get ready for the movies. I'm going with Matt. Buh byes!

Sarah

Utter, and undeniable confusion

Fri, 12 Nov 2004 20:33:45 GMT

Why must everything be so damn hard? I mean, I'm dating this guy, yet... I'm starting to feel less and less for him each day. Not to mention, that I like this other guy who is really close to me... DAMNIT! I mean, the other guy, but my BF and I barely talk. Besides, the other day, he put his video games over me. I mean, I'm not trying to sound self-centered, but he's done it before, and I'm sick of it. I don't want to deal with it anymore, but I'm afraid to leave him... :'( Why must love be so hard? Like, what happens if I date the other guy, and he ends up being a bastard, and I want my BF back? What happens then? ::Sighs:: This is too hard...

I have way to much stuff on my mind, and I don't want to deal with it! Why can't there be a simple reason, or answer to these questions? But noooooo! They HAVE to be waaaay to hard! I want to cry, but both say they hate to see me as such... Well... only one of the two has seen me cry, and he seemed to get really depressed.

Come on God! Make things easier, please! At least, clear my mind so I can understand what to do and find a solution!

Sarah

Hello there!

Tue, 26 Oct 2004 23:10:06 GMT

Hi! Welcome! Once again, I am posting. Been a long time, ne? Well, sorry! I've been verrrrrrrrrrrrrrrry busy. What with doctors appointments, school stuff, etc.

Oh! Speaking of doctors appts, I had to have an endoscopy, a head CAT scan, an abdominal CAT scan, pleeeeenty of docs, blood tests, and other things a'coming. And guess what they found.... NOTHING! A little irritation, and soreness, but NOTHING!!! I was flipping out about the fact they did all that for nothing, but I guess that it's needed to be able to rule out that kind of thing, ne?

Hey, I need to go now, tired, and lots of stuff on my mind. Buh byes!

Sarah

Another entry.

Sat, 16 Oct 2004 00:12:13 GMT

Well well well. It appears that you have returned to read my life, as it were? Anyways, welcome.

My life has been alright for the most part. As you know, I have a boyfriend! His name is Corey Morini, and he is so sweet!! I love him so much.

Well, sorry for the short post, but I need to jet. Bye!

Sarah

Okay

Mon, 11 Oct 2004 00:30:10 GMT

Okay, this is pissing me off. Jake is all happy one moment, then gets all mad at me for nothing I did!!! I act the same as I normally do, and yet he says I've changed!!! HOW??! Tell me that! My God, he's even dissed my parents! I will NOT stand for that! I don't care what anyone says, but I WILL figure this out! As long as it takes, I will figure a solution. Be it blocking him, talking to him and figuring it out.

Damnit... how come he can make me cry!?

My parents are saying that they want me to give up on trying to reach him... No. I will never give up...

Fri, 08 Oct 2004 01:53:27 GMT

Dude.... First kisses....

ROCK!!!

Need I say more?!?!